its very saddening these days.
after i dreamt about you, the world seems to start collapsing.
argh.
dance's getting frm bad to worse.
i think i want to get out of the dance.
but i dragged it until so long, den tell teachers do wan dance, its like, ergh.
so i should just give my best shot.

its not my choice that they want to leave the dance group.
its not my choice that there is so little time to re-organize everything again.
i just tried my best, but it just is not working out.
i need help.

LORD GIVE MY STRENGTH.
after these two weeks, i am going to be drained.
i am expanding all the energy i have left for the holidays to studies and the dance.
may the lord be my strength and power.
argh, bless me.


AND SOMEONE KEEP ON CI JI ME.
the mr "TAKUYA". argh.
): i am super sad, please, dont ci ji me anymore.