i just realised i have not been blogging for 686773 years.
working all day long. and i'm getting bored and more bored, day after day.
imagine you have so many things to do in one day and it will kill you.
ARGH.
haha two days ago i was splitting up like 759 files into two groups: useable and unuseable.
like ZOMG, 759 files okay. the two groups pile up above my head can!
it just like standing in between 2 leaning tower of pizza.
it topples anytime Oo heh~
and just yesterday, i was doing pasting stickers over 1000 piecees of papers!!
wthhhhhh. almost slept though but nvm.

but i was pondering upon this questiong:
WHY THE HELL CAN MY AUNT STILL LIVE IN THIS OFFICE?!

haha! i need to get out! of my house! and office! to play! EAT!!!! EAT GOOD FOOD!!!



i hate it when my friends go overseas.
cuz when i sms them "HELLO?! I AM BORED!!!!"
they wouldnt even reply, or rather they cant even receive my sms. =.=
HEH. i've got an idea! lets have a friend's gathering OVERSEAS.
woo my mum allows me at last!! =D
go japan! have fun! (and spend more money than going to china =.=)
seriously, i'm going to taipei next year!
and maybe go with my friends to other countries heh (:

lets see. i bet if some peoplessssssss read till here, they must be wondering if they can tag along.
*in a adultish tone* ah kids nowadays.. (:

HEHE WOOOO~
i'm buying christmas presents!
for the closest of friends duh.
FIRST ONE TO BUY--- YEEEEEEEEE BONG!
heh my best friend wad, whaccha expect.
EH I SAY FIRST AH, GIRLS FROM MY SCHOOL PRIVILEGE.
haha den my closest of friends, followed by others *AHEM AHEM which i maynot buy (:*
haha i gotta buy around 30 presents.
ARGH 30 PRESENTS?!!!
NONONO!!!! argh!
MUST!!! SAVE!! MONEYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

peace out (:







a present for you is a must.
just that i dont know how to give you.
heh, peace man, fedex can do it.
yea right, when you live just near my house.

ZOMGZOMGZOMG. i must blog.
although its alil late but yea, my sis is SUPER CHIO on prom night!
heh.

i was waiting for a bus one day while gg to work, den i saw this sweet little kid.
super cute! the mother said "stay here for awhile, i'll get you some ice cream"
but this kid whined. (back then i was like "ergh, what a whiny kid, NOT CUTE.)
BUT. he said "but mummy... i want to follow you everywhere, i dont want you to leave my side.

AWWWWWWWWWWWWW!! so cute!
and when the mother came back with the ice-cream, the first thing he said was not thank you.
it was "mummy have a bite!"
DOUBLE AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!

it just show how innocent and cute and caring little kids can be.
AHEM. its a ANG-MOH kiddo. NAUGHT singapore kids.
AHEM AHEM XD




so i was cooking one day in the kitchen and i kinda messed it up.
YOU DEMON-OF-THE-WEIRD-KITCHEN-MESSING-UP-EVERYTHING!!
you watch out. ROARRRRRRRRRR!!! i'll hunt you down, and slaughter you!!!!
well apparently, i kinda broke some eggs, and broke this bottle of eeky oyster sauce.
forgot to wipe off the water before putting oil in the pan.
YOUCH!! tell you what, i think i'm gonna need like 6498465131348974 balms to heal it.
heh, i'm hungry.
gtg BUAIZXZXZXXXXXZXxz




两只小鸟在树上歇息，树下有一只羊。
刚好，树下的羊被猎人杀死了。
母的鸟转身跟公的鸟说,"下面羊死了。"
过后，母的鸟被公的鸟强奸了。

10 interesting sentences, which are quite true.
haha boliao wad.

1) There is no other half of 100%, but 50% of each halves.

2) If you give in your true heart in love, you might also get hurt yourself, and you might keep a distance, to protect yourself, forcing yourself in a retreat in love. (dun understand but nvm)

3) In most cases, those who are willing to continue quarrels with you are those whom you really love.

4) Sometimes, its not that the other party does not care about you, its just that you think too greatly of them. [really...? ): ]

5) Being cold does not mean to be not sociallable, it is just away to prevent yourself from getting hurt.

6) If the distance between us is 1000steps, you will only need to take a step, and I will move 999steps towards you. [that's what i WILL do. but, hai... ): you didnt even take a step]

7) Those who are happy for your sadness are your enemies, Those who are happy for your happiness are your friends, and those who are sad for your sadness are those to put in your heart. [yea. but i did not do that though.]

8) Even BELIEVE has a LIE hidden in it.

9) True friends are not being together and able to talk non-stop without running out of topics, but even being together without talking, there is no weird feeling.

10) Friends are those whom you see through but still likes you. [??? dont get it.]


HAHA SO COOOL.



friends are those who give you pads and tampons when you need one.
friends are those who bring you toilet papers when you forgot to bring in some.
friends are those who tells you when they wanna fart
friends are those who snatch your food and do not allow you to take their's.

mada mada ne.. watashi.. honto.. daisuki omae-san desu..
dakedo.. aisaretai demo aisoutoshinai..
dakara, watashi wa daijio bu desu.
"ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita" desu! (:

woo! dance is rechoreographed by ms tnee and ms soh!
puppetry, is, super, difficult, to, sychronise.
anyway, it looks nice, i think =D
just that we need to improve a whole lotta shits.
haha! and i had to suffer a few minutes on stage doing the "jellyfishy" movements =.=
jellyfishyyyyyy. ARGH SUPER EMBARRASING, but who cares (^^,)

haha, blog's been dead for a long time.
and apparently, i've dedicated myself in the dance, forgetting to blog.
like ALWAYS.
and SHIT MAN. i'm getting tanned.
and tanned. and tanned. every. single. day.
FIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTT!!!
ok bye~ (learned from ms tne...)


MY WISHLIST FOR CHRISTMAS:
NIVEA WHITENING CREAM X999999999999999999999999999

its very saddening these days.
after i dreamt about you, the world seems to start collapsing.
argh.
dance's getting frm bad to worse.
i think i want to get out of the dance.
but i dragged it until so long, den tell teachers do wan dance, its like, ergh.
so i should just give my best shot.

its not my choice that they want to leave the dance group.
its not my choice that there is so little time to re-organize everything again.
i just tried my best, but it just is not working out.
i need help.

LORD GIVE MY STRENGTH.
after these two weeks, i am going to be drained.
i am expanding all the energy i have left for the holidays to studies and the dance.
may the lord be my strength and power.
argh, bless me.


AND SOMEONE KEEP ON CI JI ME.
the mr "TAKUYA". argh.
): i am super sad, please, dont ci ji me anymore.

today isnt as cheerful as it seems.
i thought i could put off the thought but i just cant
i cant focus on delivering what i want to say to the jr. peer leaders.
ah hack with it.

yes yes, i dreamt about you.
yes you, you whom i had a crush on for two 214days.
yes its TWO-HUNDRED-AND-FOURTEEN days.
we hugged each other in my dreams, and you lied down on the bed while i did my work.
it just feels like eternity when i had you around.
but now, i just realised it was just a dream.

its just a dream, like everything else.
it just has to end, because its a good thing.
all good things must come to an end, must it?
why cant i dream of you every night. and every night is an eternity.
why cant i?
i just. need you.
to talk to me, not me talking to you and you give one word replies.
not smsing you and you dont reply.
not that.
i dont like it.
cant you just talk to me? ):

i just found out something.
although we did not meet each other, i seem to be attracted to you.
very attracted.
cuz we used to talk aquite alot last time.
and then i started liking you.
and now the like turned into love.
yes love, you got it? ):
i am very attracted to you and just cant put you off my mind.
its like.
a trap. i cant get out of it.
argh. and i cant get attracted to other people.
trying to forget you is like effing difficult.

how i wish i am better off dead.
then i wont suffer from the claws of love.
i was wondering, was i not good enough for you or you just dont like me?
or you have no interest in me, or you like somebody else?
well you cant keep on avoiding me, and cant we just be friends?
you are messing me up.
you are not hurting me, but i am. depressed.
nevermind, you wont understand me.. ):




everything is just a dream.
just like how i got rich, just like how i managed to get full marks for all the test.
and i woke up and i realised it was a dream.
like a primary school compo huh? (:

yo peeps, i'm back to blogging.
very emo nowadays, so haha, nth much to blog about.

missed out the fun isabell, jessabelle, meilin, chong han and this weird guy that i dont know had.
as you can see, i am SUPER bored and SUPER broke.
money's been flowing out of my pockets too fast and too much these days(ouch!)
OH YEA, christmas presents.
argh, still got around10+ to buy.
siannnnn. no money, no fun.

dance's as usual, super lag.
and i have to RECHOREOGRAPH just in case ms soh say its not linkable to the theme "masquerade"
so i changed from street jazz, to classical dance (omg full of difficulty), and breaking into hiphop.
haha. classical dance is NOT as simple as it seems.
its SUPER difficult to learn.
and also, ballroom dancing lifts---ah it just sucked.
i can learn, but the girl HAS to be daring.
haha.
oh yea, song title's LACRYMOSA and VIP/LALALA.
dunno which one to choose yet. but since ishrat choreographed based on lalala, i think i should use that.
haha. CLASSICAL DANCE IS VERY DIFFICULT TO CHOREOGRAPH!!!

oh no doom's call.
9.04am, gotta go dance.
haha peace out ;D




i thought i fell in love with you
but i thought it was an illusion
or maybe, its just that i am crazy over you
that i cant find out which was it, real or fake.