Monday, October 01, 2007
YAY! here i blog again. time past really fast.
was reading notes on preparation of salts. and i really mean
WAS.
for a short while. den i decided to build up muscle on my skinny bones.
SO i did some retarded work out like i used to for my EX-6 pacs.
NOTE*: its EX. ROFL.
anw after that i oink. haa, boring ma.
how long did i pigged? who cares, as long as there are
sweet dreams, nth else matters (:
AND I ONLY OI OI FOR 2 pathetic hours. HAHA. actually 2.5hours XD
LOL! i saw on ben's blog about
childrens day:
so cool! LOL. ya but children's day is for everyone to celebrate ya know?
everyone IS a child. you are your parents' children, your parents are your grandparents' children, your grandparents are your great-grandparents' children and so on and so forth.
so you need not be a newborn or toddler or in pre-schoolers or elementary school to celebrate.
in fact, EVERYONE can celebrate! =D
and there is something else i want to say..
serious stuff.
when was the time you wanted your parents to leave you alone?
when WERE the times you told your parents,
I'M ALL GROWN UP NOW JUST LEAVE ME ALONE?
how many of you detest your parents?
how many of you love your parents?
how many of you lost your parents?
how many of you dont know who your parents are?
how many of you wanted new parents?
and how many of you wish that your parents are dead?
just because of a simple care and concern your parents wanted to give to you, you detest your parents, wish them to be dead, to be burned to death, to be struck by lightning, to be whatever.
just because of a unconditional love your parents wanted to let you know, you rather they leave you alone.
ever thought of how the orphans feel about this? you have fathers and you have mothers.
but you dont even care about how they feel.
you never knew how they feel when you left home just because of a quarrel,
you never knew how they feel when you got a boyfriend or girlfriend at an early age,
you never knew how they feel when you attempted suicide,
you never knew how they feel when you got into trouble
YOU JUST NEVER KNEW.
you and your selfish thoughts, ONLY ABOUT YOURSELF.
those who's fathers and mothers abandoned them never had the chance to feel how it feels like to be scolded, to be cared for, to be loved, to be hit, to be slapped, to be screamed at, to be hugged, to be kissed, to be... by their parents.
because their heartless parents ditched them.
but you are lucky that your parents NEVER EVER ditch you.
even if they HAD the thought of abandoning you, they never did in the end.
they just couldnt bear, because they love you.
i am not trying to say all parents want to ditch their child haha.
but seriously, you never look deep into your parent's love, care and concern.
you never.
you are your parent's child, and forever will be.
be it they adopted you, or your true birth parents.
they will definitely care for you, its just how lord created us to be.
to love our children with tender loving care naturally.
those who doesnt treat their child well are just blinded.
blinded by whatever demons.
but all parents care for their child, so stop whining about how irritating ur parents are.
those irritation are unconditional love.
no matter what you do to them, they still love you.
sweeet~ (:
so take the chance at children's day, father's day, mother's day, or actually ANY OTHER DAYS to tell your parents how you feel about how they control you is not what you want or how you want them to control you or whatever. and finally, end with the three words.
you know it, i know it too (:
i had bad relationships with my mother and father last time too.
i dont know why but ever since my mum and dad scolded me, cuz i scolded them that particular day, i started to draw myself close to them.
i started to understand how they feel, and that their love is not expressed by words, but small little unnoticable actions.
those little unnoticable actions are their way of love.
their from the older generation, so we will never know how they express their love for us.
but now i know, cuz i look into them.
our relationship can still be improved though and i will improve on it (:
to those who have 2 siblings in a family (3-children family)
this is a special one for you guys ;D
1st CHILD:
-you are often more sensible then the other two younger siblings.
-you tend to have 2 personalities, a quiet one and a crazy one.
-when you are moody, you will become the quiet one, but when pple talk to you, you talk in an unpleasant, irritated tone.
-when you are happy, you tend to be more crazy, and pple find it enjoyable to talk to you..
-your relationship with your parents can draw in very easily, and quite easy to be pushed apart.
-but your parents always pin high hopes for you, but never worries about you too much, because you are more sensible.
-along your life, you will build a rather strong foundation in your relationship with your parents although there might be some small problems here and there, but those are negligible.
so 1st children, dont be too upset if your parents does not seem to worry too much about you ar!
it doesnt mean they dont love you! =D
2nd CHILD:
-you tend to be more rebellious. perhaps your attitude is more rebellious
-you could be easy to talk to, but once something irritates you, even saying hello seems difficult.
-you tend to love hands on work, and most probably engineering suits you best for your work.
-your relationship with your parents seem to be quite far apart, becuz of your rebellious nature.
-however, you could make it much easier for your parents to reach into you if you stop keeping everything to yourself and voice out to your parents some point of time.
so 2ndsssss, dont be angry with your parents for not being able to communicate with you well.
you just have to put down your rebellious nature some point of time for easy communication =D
3rd CHILD:
-you tend to be more easy going then your elder siblings.
-you are very fun to be around with, and you tend to reach out for more uncommon jobs.
-you parents and you could build a strong relationship, but there are alot more obstacles than the 1st child.
-naturally, your mother is your best ally in your whole life.
so 3rdy, build a very strong bond with your mum! BEST ALLY MAN! =D
haha. okay this post is ultra super retardedly long. but sweet =D
i think that's all i wanna say. yup =D
tata folks!
all i ask for is just a chocolate bar,
but what you gave me was more than that.
a perfect huge volume of nothingness,
sweet baby, sweet~
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 9:31 PM
